Recently, my dandruff came back. “Are you stressed?”, asked my colleague yesterday. I don’t feel stressed but maybe my body and mind are under stressed. I think my body is stressed because I have to wake up 3 to 4 times for night breastfeeding. Kyson is co-sleeping with hubby and me; and I fed him laying down. Normally I will fall asleep while feeding him and wake up minutes/hours later. Do I have enough sleep? Honestly, I don’t really know, as I do wake up to turn my body to another side when he is not latched on. So, in a night, I counted I wake up at least 6 times. Sometimes more then 10 times a night. On top of that, I do find myself dreaming and waking up constantly too. All this could have contributed to the indirect mind and body stress which I am not aware of. Hence, I have dandruff, acne, backache, dark eye circle despite me sleeping for 8 hours a day. I can buy the best hair dandruff shampoo, have the best treatment for acne and dark eye circle but what about the constant backache? I only feel the pain at night but not during the day. Maybe it is my laying position that is incorrect. Anyway, despite all these, I love breastfeeding Kyson. Today marks the one year anniversary of my breastfeeding journey with Kyson and I am so so so proud.
Yes! Today is Kyson birthday. Happy Birthday to you my little boy.